Are you filled with the spirit?  If not, then why?  See below for a link to know how you can be filled with the spirit, if you are a believer.  If you are not a believer, you need the other link, for becoming a believer.

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law.

https://www.desiringgod.org/articles/how-to-be-filled-with-the-spirit

Becomming a Follower of Jesus

Lord, may we find solace in your word, and in your promises.  May it give us hope, for this coming day, and what lies ahead.  May it give us strength, to wait patiently on you.  Fill us with your spirit today, that we might be a beacon, to point people to Jesus.

I wait for the Lord , my soul does wait, And in His word do I hope.
Psalms 130:5 NASB

https://bible.com/bible/100/psa.130.5.NASB